I was reflecting about the many things happening in my life now. And I realised something. Amidst all these, I'm so contented with my life now.

And I really have to owe a great deal of it to God, the great. God has been really nice to me these days and all. He has shown me Himself, His true existence, through many of his works and the miracles he has worked these days.

He's too great, His love overcomes all the odds. I ask, He gives. He gives generously. So much so that I feel undeserving of what I receive from Him.

God has a reason for doing everything He does. He has a reason for you making the decisions and choices that you do. And sometimes, even He has a reason why you may not know of the reason. But what that really matters is the faith in God. Whatever that happens will be for good, just as long as the belief, trust and confidence is placed in God without any questions.

Well, for now, I guess I'd serve God to the best of my ability, and carry out His will for me. He has brought me to it, He definitely will bring me through it.

Praise the Lord!

♥

I'm so glad and thankful of what God has given to me this life. An awesome family, friends, peers, etcetc.

But sometimes, I wish I have a grandfather around;

Just some thoughts about things that have been happening recently.

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In one of the RARE intellectual conversations I actually have with Nisha:

Take me back to the start; says:
I realised that sometimes you need to place trust in your decision, you need to place confidence/trust in yourself when you decide something.

Take me back to the start; says:
often we always question and that's what that makes us confused. haha i recently had to make decisions on what to do next and all, but i think it's very important to believe and trust yourself first before doing anythg else.

Take me back to the start; says:
and i realise i lack that resolve, that's why i end up confused.

Take me back to the start; says:
but really

Take me back to the start; says:
we question ourselves too much, you know why? cos we dont believe fully in what we do

nisha says:
haha, but thats good

nisha says:
its like criticising your own ideas to find faults and then improve

nisha says:
we question, then we find solutions

Take me back to the start; says:
yeah but there's an extent. there needs to be a line in between questioning and believing - having trust and confidence. cos if you question too much, things will definitely contradict, it'd be challenging sticking to a single decision

Take me back to the start; says:
that's what i feel

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Yep I guess that pretty much sums one of the many things that I've been realising lately.

I'd like to end this post with something ABI told me; Those simple words had such great impact and made me think alot of things in a different way.

Everything is okay in the end; If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

Labels: Nisha, thoughts