i feel so cheated. 
i feel so gullible.
i feel so hurt. 
why even the people i thought were closest to me, i cant trust?
now as i'm typing this, i cant control the tears that's just running down my cheeks. 
i dont know why, i dont know what are they. tears of remorse? tears of victimisation? i wonder.
whatever it is, now it's too late.
why, why am i SO susceptible?
                              
                         