it's at this time when you regret, looking back. regret that you've slacked so much. regret that you could have spent less time sleeping (in class). regret that you've only gotten, and never give. regret that you've wasted your time away. regret that you've wasted your life away.

oh why does time pass so fast. i looked at the mya schedule, and was like, "IT'S HALF A YEAR ALR". and looking back at my previous posts, or my new year resolution of working real hard this year, i feel like a waste. i feel like a loser. i lack self-discipline, self-focus.

i'm not particularly referring to mya. loads of other stuff has been happening too. i need the strength to get through all these. no, not physical strength, but mental strength.

and, i'm on the verge of breaking down any moment.

oh, and please i don't want to talk about it.

Labels: mental strength, strength