today was a bad day.

and just when i am super pissed and feel like ranting it all to my blog, blogger refuses to recognise my account. to HELL WITH BLOGGER. !@$%#!$@%!#$%!@!#^%!^%#^%!

sorry, if this doesnt concern you, but this is the main reason why i am blogging.

i know i am older than you and all, but this doesnt mean you can shout at me all you want. it's like if you want something, you need it then, right away. and you shout, scream and yell at me like anything. you refuse to believe what i say. and on top of that you go around crying saying it's all my fault. yeah thanks, it IS my fault and i was lying, which was why you found it in the end YOURSELF. and it's no use stucking up to me then, just because you need my help. It's like...when you need me you suck up to me; when you dont, you chuck me. yeah i know, this is my worth. do all you want, and please do not come to me for anything, cos i'll 'screw it all up', right? just leave me alone, will you? i got my own life to live. i dont care if i am bottling it all up, LEAVE ME ALONE and i'll be more than happy.

if i yell/shout or scold you on msn or on the phone, it's not your fault.

i really hope things get better, or perhaps i'll get better

heyyos people!

trying my very very best to mug math now. i thought algebra is fun, but then ah, it's so hard. i wanna master math and [hopefully] physics by today, and some random subjects tmr, and homework on sunday. though i have a really really strong feeling that I wont be able to complete any of the following lah haha.

SAs also coming like real real real soon man! i need to start sleeping less!

and on top of that, i gotto familiarise myself for the innovation programme launch at nanyang poly script,the one that i'm emceeing. ahhh too many things but too little time.

i need His help and guidance to bring me through this, and I believe He will.