i should learn to be more selfish. yes. i really should be more selfish. speaking out for what i really want and not give in just because i want the best for people. yes, i've neglected myself alot this year.
i always wanted the best to all those that matter to me. i wanted to give them the best i could. but many a time, not me realising it just turns back and hurt me. the ones who i felt i had my hopes on scold me, hate me and misunderstand me. but why?
suddenly, my blogskin makes alot of sense to me. it's true. very true. must there be a secret me i'm forced to hide? why must we all conceal? now i see if i wear the mask, i can fool the world but i can never fool my heart.
oh well. i guess it's time to reflect.