i learnt an important lesson recently.

i should learn to be more selfish. yes. i really should be more selfish. speaking out for what i really want and not give in just because i want the best for people. yes, i've neglected myself alot this year.

i always wanted the best to all those that matter to me. i wanted to give them the best i could. but many a time, not me realising it just turns back and hurt me. the ones who i felt i had my hopes on scold me, hate me and misunderstand me. but why?

suddenly, my blogskin makes alot of sense to me. it's true. very true. must there be a secret me i'm forced to hide? why must we all conceal? now i see if i wear the mask, i can fool the world but i can never fool my heart.

oh well. i guess it's time to reflect.

i still havent discovered my purpose on earth, my purpose in this world

Hey people. Long time never blog eh?

Okay, I'll blog. My dedications for the year SUPPOSED to be up by end of today, but I guess the reason why it's still not up it's due to the most common unaccepted accepted reason : PROCRASTINATION! :D

2007 has been a year of ups and downs, like every other year. Downs mainly, but after every so-called 'down', there's a valuable lesson learnt. A lesson that no books can teach. And the lesson is called EXPERIENCE. Hey it's true okay! You cant gain experience from just reading books and stuff. You need to go through it. And after each experience, there's a learning point, or for the matter point(S). Stuff that you realise your mistake from. Stuff where you discover your true self. Like the tamil saying says:

yethu nathanthetho, athu nandraghave nathanthathu.
yethu nathakiretho, athu nandraghave nathatkirethu.
yethu nathaka poakiratho, athu nandraghave nathakkum.

Direct Translation being:
Whatever that happened, it happened for good.
Whatever that is happening, it's happening for good.
Whatever that is gonna happen, it is gonna happen for good.

This saying has a really really deep underlying meaning. Things happen for a reason and God does things for a reason. Despite all these downs, I know and can bravely tell myself that I have gained alot from all these. Learning points that not only will help me in my schooling years, but will also guide me in future, in my life.

I really owe alot of people thanks these year. No, not thanks but gratefulness that cant be expressed in words. All those people who always have been there for me throughout all these years, or drop a hi sometimes to check on me, or cheer me up when I really needed it, etc. You know I may not have said it in person, but deep inside my heart I really feel it; the genuinity of all this small yet subtle actions. And everytime I feel it, I thank God for all the wonderful stuff that he's given me: wonderful family, wonderful friends, wonderful seniors, wonderful juniors, wonderful teachers, etc. The list can just be going on and on. It's just endless...

Even if you dont know me personally or whatsoever, just as long as you are reading this blog post highlights to me how much I mean to you that you even BOTHER to read my blog. I dunno how you guys take it, but yeah, I am grateful! Trust me.

And also to those people who SPAMS my email inbox with all those natpu and friendship emails. Haha! I am not meaning it in a negative kindof way...but just want to tell you how much I appreciate it. Cos, usually it's just that I am too carried on with other commitments, like schwork, cca, academic and all these kind of stuff. But I kinda guess that I usually feel stressed. And this little sweet emails on friendship, that you will always be there and stuff, are what that makes my day. I know it when people send these emails out of sincerity, and not because of, "oh, i dont want 10 years of bad luck", etc. And yet, these little emails are what that make me smile, in the midst of all my work and everything.

Once again, thanks for everything, everyone.

Hey people.

This announcement caters to all 6R'06 people. class reunion details have been confirmed. please take note.

PLACE: fuji ice palace
TIME: 10am to [unlimited]
DATE: wednesday, 19 dec 2007
MEETING PLACE: jurong east MRT station [outside the place where you tap your ez-link] at 9.45am. 15 minutes grace given, so please reach latest by 10am.
WHAT TO BRING:
-gloves [impt, wont be allowed to skate without them. you can purchase them though for 2 bucks a pair]
-socks ([ong ones please if you guys dont want blisters on your feet]
-jacket[if you are afraid it might be cold. aiya, it's normal aircon anyway]
-student's special admission fee of $11.60. hey, it's cheap okay, as compared to the other days.
-extra money if you want to purchase gloves
-money for lunch. we need to dapao lunch before we enter, cos we cant go out from the rink when we've entered.
-anything else you want to bring

if you guys only can make it at a later time, go ahead and come join us at the rink(: and please help spread this message round to all 6R people! let's all make this reunion cum outing a successful one, YEA!

PS: hog wont be coming so dont have to worry xD

whee~! more photos. enjoy! (and do remember to tag on my tagboard!)


US! during CSP lesson time (:

group shot! whee~ <3
[dont be deceived by dharini's 'hardworking-ness'. she's just acting. :P]

~CSP 1'07 RULES!~ (right csp-ers?)
[ohh and the big patch on my shoulder is medicated plaster, cos i sprained my shoulder that day, like for the 23747574584684893th time ><]

okay people. whoever wants to know who's my sis who's most prolly gonna come into rg next year, this is HER. happy? X)

me.(: i still havent figured why am i smiling so widely. =.=

my akka! <3

my dear mum! <333

my dad! <3

me and my family (:

yeah people, that's about it for now. seeya! <3

hey people. i am blogging. again. nonono, not that i have an inspiration, but because...i am BORED D:

okay this blog needa a photo update...so photos!!!!!! now SMILE! (:


dharini, nivi, aarthi, and nisha. haha i know the reason for the spasticated looks! cos the photographer was mds. =.=

me and mag bringing mstay along the corridors. (:

whee~! ms tay blindfolded! (by YOURS SINCERELY*winks*)

me signalling the class to shush as we bring mstay inside.

ms tay pleasantly surprised and talking to 107 (:

ms tay's farewell cake(: three candles representing her three months in rgs (:

smrithi, nisha and nivi. o.O smrithi looks SCARRRRRY!

107-ers getting ready for class photo (: GO SEVENERS!~

mds talking to the class, and 107 dao-ing him as usual.

107 in our oh-so-cool class tee! <3333

107 with mds and mstay (:


tribune sec four farewell photos! GO TRIBUNE!


guess-who's-the-person contest! *drumroll please...*



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DR SAKHAR!!!!!!!!!! hahahhahahahahaha! during tribune chalet cum sec four farewell (: tribuners, is a MUST-SEE photo!

dr sakhar with sec fours! whee~

yea that's about it. shall post other photos some other time. byeee and comment on the tagboard about the photos. :D