A message to the dearly departed : Rest in Peace. You will always be a part of all of us.
When I first heard the news from lingzhi, I was like, errr...really?! omg?! Lingzhi was like yes. I could not believe it. I did not want to hear it. I could not accept it. Without me knowing, I started crying. I mean, how can't I cry? It was just shocking and too sudden. Plus, it's the wrong time too. Hari Raya is just round the corner, plus her birthday is like in 4 days time. We can't do anything much...we don't control fate. But let's all think this way : She's in a better place now, up there. Looking on the positive side, I remember my mum once saying, malays believe that if they pass away during the fasting month, their souls will be blessed and go to Allah, or something like that. It's just that God needed another angel up there, an angel to be chosen for his garden. So yeah, let's all pray for her; for Him to take care of her.
Everytime I think of her, I remember that she was one who always kept smiling...and she was one of the bestest and nicest teachers. I remember once after Cluedo school challenge, she needed to attend one of her good friend's weddings and it was like raining real heavily. She delayed her friend's wedding, just to drop us at our homes so that we wouldn't be caught in the rain. I just wonder and pity how all those little kids in her form class will react. They are young; they might not know much. Poor things.
This is like my first time I have experienced a passing away of one who was somewhat close to me. I believe, because of that and the fact that we were her first students, the news had hit me quite hard. And I need the strength to carry on. Eventhough it might take some time, I believe that this whole thing as whole will make me stronger as a person. I know I have to meet more stuff like that in my life...it's just a matter of time. But yeah, she and memories of her will still linger, and be part of us.
Yeah, and I think I better start appreciating all those around me and tell them how much I love them, before....it is too late. Yeah people, I love all of you guys. <333
Once again, Rest in Peace.
