I totally feel nothing. This week has come and gone. I still feel nothing, regardless of what results I get. I don't see the big fuss over it.

I can't be bothered of my results actually Oh well, maybe I DO bother, like trying my best and all, but I don't have any emotions like, "Oh wow! I improved ALOT since last MYAs", or "I should have tried harder. I wonder how am I gonna tell my mum". Maybe, I do feel this, but yeah, I think I have become numb to all these. Maybe I have become numb to emotions as a whole, especially after so much that has happened in the course of this year.

This year is certainly one that made me see the challenges in life, the starting journey of a teenager. I have certainly learnt alot indeed, and there have been quite a number of lesson-learning incidents that have made me stronger as a person. And I also have turned into one, who can't be bothered of what others think of you, and just be what you are. Trust me, have confidence in yourself, have faith in yourself and BELIEVE in yourself. It helps, don't be a person that you are expected to be or you expect yourself to be, just be yourself. It gives you less troubles.

And yeah, a little late greeting to my dear Aldrea, whose birthday was yesterday. Sorry Aldrea, I was too tired to blog ytesterday.

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY <333 , AND WELCOME TO THE CHALLENGING STAGE OF YOUR LIFE...

To Aldrea : You are a very very special girl. You are not growing older, you are getting better. Don't underestimate yourself, and like I said earlier, just believe in yourself, have confidence and faith. Even if your hardwork, determination and peseverance is not paid of today, it definitely will some other day. Just JIAYOU and never give up. You won't if you believe you can. Whether you believe you can or you can't you are always right. Leave all your problems to Him, for when He brings you to it, He will bring you through it. (: And remember : What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us. I hope you heed my little advice for your birthday, well I guess it will help you alot. (:

And for all those who are worrying and depressed over exams, just remember, this is NOT the end of the world. Show that you are sorry by working hard for next year, yeah? Chill, people!